4. Jesus is the Pain
Pain. Inhale. Nothing is lost, nothing is gained, everything is transformed into pain. It must be done at once. Pain makes you scream. Nothing : Marjorie became a big ball of pain. This is a long scream. Pain fractures : in the desert, bodies are broken by pain. Location. Activate location. The crazy thing was it felt like I was really in a place. We love cars. French people love cars. Hint : if it feels like you are really in a place, you are really in a place. We all love cars and we all want cars. Suggestion : if it feels like you are really in a place, then the place you are in is not the place where you feel like you are. There are two different kinds of pain. At least. Marjorie is not really in a place. Marjorie is nowhere. Marjorie is nothing. Warning : cars make big balls of pain, flowering wounds splattered over windshields. The world is covered with cars. Cells. Warning : the immune system is under attack. Cells rush to the wounds. Blood flows faster to cuts. Coagulate. Marjorie was in a car when she became a big ball of pain. Cars are good. Cars go quickly to their destination. You are free to move the destination further, maintaining the same travel time. Semantic satiation occurs when a word is repeated many times. Repetition legitimizes. One way experiment. Echolaliais the repetition of vocalizations made by another person. Repetition legitimizes. Repetition creates semantic satiation. Semantic satiation is a loss of content. Words contain content. Avicii was a content creator. Words repeated many times lose their content. Words repeated many times gain legitimacy. Repetition legitimizes. Words that have lost their content have gained legitimacy. Cash flow. Management. Human resources. And so on. If you travel faster, you may live further. You can travel the same amount of time as before. The asteroid that killed most of the dinosaurs caused winds upwards of 1000km/h. Marjorie was travelling at 80km/h when she became a big ball of pain. Safety distance. Marjorie did not follow safety distance. Safety distance can be divided into two parts. Reaction distance is the distance travelled between noticing a danger and beginning to brake. Reaction distance is compressible, relatively. Be alert. Don’t be drunk. Don’t take psychoactive substances. Be vigilant : reduce reaction distance. Distance is a factor of time. React faster, reduce reaction distance. The second part of the safety distance is the braking distance. Braking distance is the distance travelled between braking and being stopped. Braking distance is incompressible. Distance is a factor of speed. Travel faster, brake longer. Slick roads increase braking distance. Marjorie was drunk when she became a big ball of pain. The person in the other car survived. The person in the other car was not an irresponsible mother, feudal retainer, wound-shaped flower, subpar performer, window-shopper. Reaction time is normally one second. Marjorie did not react when she was turned into a giant wound. Marjorie’s reaction time is still not over. Until the end of time, Marjorie will not have reacted. Echolalia is the involuntary repetition of another person’s vocalizations. Echolalia is not good. If you have echolalia, see a doctor. The person in the other car’s reaction time was one second. The person in the other car was travelling at 65km/h. Consent to cookies. The person in the other car’s reaction distance was 18 meters. Meters are better than feet. The person in the other car’s braking distance was 23.8 meters. Braking is longer than reacting. Despite reacting, the person in the other car was severly injured, because Marjorie did not react or brake. The person in the other car was an elite of the turds. The person in the other car’s car was a Cadillac car. Marjorie’s car was not a Cadillac car. Marjorie did not react because Marjorie was nothing in the world. Marjorie became a giant wound. Becoming a giant wound, she was captured on tape. The tape was an image. The camera had no tape. The husband looked at the tape. There was no tape. There was an SD card. Marjorie becoming a giant wound was captured onto an SD card. Not really. Marjorie becoming a giant wound was automatically uploaded to a server. A police officer who was nothing in the world retrieved the image of Marjorie becoming a giant wound from the server onto an SD card. SD means Secure Digital. Marjorie becoming a giant wound weighed about 104 MB. MB means megabyte. A megabyte is a million bytes. A byte is eight bits. A megabyte is eight million bits. A megabit is a million bits. A megabyte is eight megabits. Speed is measured in megabits. Size is measured in megabytes. SD cards read and write at a given speed. The speed is given in megabits per second. The internet downloads files in megabits per second. Some security cameras have SD cards inside. Not the one that captured the picture of Marjorie becoming a giant wound. The husband’s wince as the hood folds. Security camera images are kept, but not forever. The internet is not for storing. The internet is for communicating. The cloud is for storing. Security cameras capture the lives of those who are nothing in the world, like Marjorie. The lives and deaths. The lives and deaths of those who are nothing in the world are not worth much. Sometimes, they can be bought and sold. Usually, they are deleted. The cloud is for storage, but the cloud has its limits. Clouds can’t store forever. Clouds have eyes. Walls of eyes, even. The eye is empty. Bataille wrote a story about eyes. Clouds have eyes. Many songs sing of eyes in the sky. Songs once sung of knights and knaves. A hundred devils trample me if old drunkards do not outnumber old doctors. Said Rabelais. Forgetting that drunkards of all kinds, young and old, outnumber doctors of all kinds. Drunkards are nothing in the world. Like Marjorie. Drunkards often become giant wounds. Are drunkards drunkards because they are nothing in the world, or are they nothing in the world because they are drunkards ? Doctors are often something in the world, but not always. Deleuze thought ill of doctors. Deleuze threw himself out the window. Deleuze had nine inch nails, to employ hyperbole. Deleuze was something in the world. Deleuze deleted himself. Deleuze was nothing in the world. Out the window or out the door. Marjorie was a window-shopper. Marjorie died splattered against the windshield. The windshield is a window. Marjorie did not respect safety protocols. Marjorie was not wearing her seatbelt. Irresponsible mother. In some countries, suicide is illegal, it is known. One better gauge the height critically, lest one end up jailed for life. Life is the punishment for those who want to die. In jail, wardens attempt to prevent suicide. In jail, many people who are worse than nothing commit suicide. Epstein was not nothing in the world. Epstein thought the summer would never end. Epstein was anelite of the society. In times of need, people who are nothing look up to Epstein, who is flying high above, among the birds. Birds are cleaned out of jets and planes, regularly. Americans like to shoot at planes from their lawns. Planes gather birds and bullets. Planes carry people who are nothing in the world. Jets carry people who are something in the world. Jets are like comets at sunset. Planes crash, sometimes. Jets crash, rarely. Comets crash, always. And so on. Oxeyes are a name for daisies. Daisies are called Marguerite in French. In French, Marjorie will rename herself Marguerite. Don’t lose the thread, listen : In French, Marjorie will be named Marguerite. Blood is the essence of the law. Miscegenation dissolves the blood, dissolves the law. People of mixed blood are nothing in the world. Marjorie has mixed blood. Marjorie is nothing in the world. Marguerite is not nothing in the world. Marguerite is not Australian. Marguerite did not become a giant wound in her car. Faits divers, say the French. Human interest story. News item. Marguerite did not die in the shape of a flowering wound. Bad paper : paper skin, paper thin. Oxeye is a name for the daisy. Daisy is a name for Marguerite. Marguerite was something in the world. Marguerite left a legacy. Update on Marjorie : null. Grace Kelly, Lady Di, all left legacies. Everyone leaves a legacy. You die twice : first when you become a flowering wound, second when people say your name for the last time. Marjorie is not fully dead, then. Marjorie still has no legacy. Marjorie still is splattered, still is dead up her windshield wipers. Croaks are for ravens. Listen : in French, Marjorie will be named Marguerite. Marjorie is nothing, Marguerite is something. The French say faits divers. Very well. Bourdieu said : « Le fait diversfait diversion ». Even a fuck like you can see the play. Notice the quotes. Notice the words. Marguerite talked of Grégory. Grégory was nothing in the world, is nothing in the world. Grégory became a giant wound in 1984 when he was four years old. Grégory was thrown into the Vologne like he was nothing in the world. Which is true…. The Vologne is a river. Dot dot dot is called an ellipsis ; the ellipsis indicates omission. The ellipsis has three dots. Always. Sometimes, the ellipsis has four dots. The Vologne is a river. Grégory, the four year old nothing in the world who became a giant wound, was thrown into the Vologne, which is a river. Netflix made a series about it. Bourdieu said : « Le fait diversfait diversion » Listen, you fuck : Diversion, you know what it means. Magicians make tricks. God is tricky. God puts fossils into the ground so that we would think the world is much older than it really is. You can get the feeling that you’re really in a place. There was a firefly in the room, it landed on my finger, and the crazy thing was : I felt it. Suggestion : if you feel like you are really in a place, the place you are in is not the place you feel like you are in. Grégory was murdered by the Crow. Ravens are bigger than crows ; they have bigger beaks. The Crow wrote to the parents of Grégory :I hope you will die of sadness chief It is not your money that will give you your son back Here is my vengance poor fuck
Translation by yours truly. Grégory was turned into a giant flowering wound and thrown into the Vologne. Irresponsible mother, said Marguerite. The children of irresponsible mothers are eaten by sharks, or crows. Crows are clever. Whales are clever. Crows eat carrion. When people who are nothing see a body, they come closer. Carry on, nothing to see, say the police, who put yellow tape around the body. Grégory became a body. Grégory was killed by his irresponsible mother, spit on her. Marguerite spat on her. Grégory was four, devoured by the smallest crumb. The smallest crumb. There are people who are nothing in the world, like Grégory, and people who are worse than nothing, like Grégory’s mother, who is also a drunkard. Probably. Those people are sent to Australia. Marjorie was not sent to Australia. Marjorie was born in Australia. Still, Marjorie was nothing in the world. Blood is the essence of the law. Marjorie had mixed blood. Blood is red and so are the people from Australia. Marjorie had red blood of both kinds. Red blood of many kinds, splattered over the dashboard, running down the windows. Marjorie became a giant mixed bloodstain, inevitable end for a product of miscegenation. Miscegenation is the mixing of different bloods. Blood is the essence of the law. Germans of pure blood act lawfully. Those whose blood is muddied need to write down the law lest they forget it. Germans of pure blood need not read the law : they make it. We write things down so we may forget them. The internet is a space for communication. The internet is a space for writing down all the things. When we have written all the things, we may die. Have you ever posted a naked picture on the internet ? Congratulations, you are immortal. Not really, though. Everything is stored, and everything is lost. The more you store, the more you lose, you may say. Grégory was turned into a giant wound before the internet. Grégory was turned into a giant wound with fairly pure blood. Grégory had decent blood, I bet. But Grégory was still nothing in the world. Dad was a boss. Nevertheless. Don’t lose the thread, remember, record, listen lest you lose : Blood is the essence of the law. Record everything. Time everything. Time is of the essence. Blood is the essence. Thought some Germans, way back when. Germans of pure blood act lawfully. But pure blood does not make someone something in the world. Subpar performers are nothing in the world, whether their blood is pure or not. Performance trumps blood, one may say. Grégory was nothing in the world despite his good blood, because he was a subpar performer. Performance is a factor of time. Do the same thing quicker. If you do the same thing quicker, you do more in the same time. That means you are a par performer. The Crow was a par performer : he was never caught. Grégory was murdered by the Crow. Crows are clever. Their brains are big and complex. Like whales. Whales must go to the surface periodically : they are mammals, after all. Whales also have spouts, but that is a story for a different time. Once upon a time, Grégory was turned into a big ball of pain by the Crow, and Marguerite spat on Grégory’s mother. Grégory’s mother was put to the law. No one is innocent in this dog eat dog world. In the world, all are guilty. Guilty by proxy. We all descend from sinners. Grégory’s mother was a sinner too, I’m sure. Grégory’s mother was nothing in the world. Marguerite said that she killed her son. Maybe. Even so, the law said no. Nobody is found innocent, says the law. Case dismissed, says the law. In French, the law says : Non-lieu. Location. Activate location. Everything occurs in a location. Hint : If it feelslike you are in a place, the place you are in is not the place you feel you are in. Hurricanes. Hurricanes devastated Puerto Rico. Zuckerberg feelslike he went to Puerto Rico. Disaster. Many people who were nothing were killed in Puerto Rico, which is a place. Many people who were nothing were killed by Tambora. Many people who were nothing were killed by Tracy, which devastated Darwin in 1974. Cyclones have eyes, where nothing much happens. Nothing much happens in the eye. In fact, the eye is a zone of low pressure. The dead center. The epicenter. Dinosaurs who were in the dead center were killed right away by the asteroid that hit Yucatán. At the time, Yucatán was underwater. Sound travels slower above water. There are creatures that live at the bottom of the sea. In the desert, their bodies are built for scarcity. Hardly any oxygen, certainly : no light. Blind zone. The abyssal plain is populated by the blind. Some of them glow, it is known. Phytoplanktons are important. Phytoplanktons died massively because of the darkness, among other things, after the asteroid hit Yucatán. Fait diversmakes a diversion. Bourdieu said that. There are false problems. Most of philosophy must be thrown in the trash. There are people who write, and people who feellike they write. Like Sartre. And Barthes. Irresponsible mothers are worse than nothing : their children are devoured by the sun, the crows, the sharks. Grégory’s becoming a giant wound was a diversion, it’s true. One month after Grégory became a giant wound a French man killed two Turkish men. The month after that a police commissioner beat an Algerian man and electrocuted him ! Well, well, well. The commissioner’s house was blown up. A newspaper interviewed the Algerian man. Their windows were shattered. The FN said that the commissioner should not be put in jail. Irresponsible, irresponsible law. Blood is the essence of the law. The Algerian man had mixed blood, bad sense of law, of course. The commissioner knew what was right. The German’s actions are lawful, so long as his blood is pure. FN means : Front National. A few days after the Algerian man was electrocuted and beaten up, ten kanaks were murdered by the French in New Caledonia. War is the mother of all things. Quick recap : New Caledonia was a penal colony, where are sent the people who are worse than nothing. Communards were sent there. Communards are people who did the Commune. No time to explain what that was. Doubted authority. Suffice to say they were people who were worse than nothing. Incidentally, New Caledonia is not so far from Australia, where the British sent their people who are worse than nothing. Incidentally, there were already people in New Caledonia when it became French : these people were nothing, they didn’t own the land. Indents in the latch bolt make the lock lacking. These people are called the kanaks. They are red. Their blood is red. Blood is the essence of the law. Kanak blood is bad. Kanaks cannot claim ownership of land, of course. The French can. And they did. They do. Candidando. Don’t worry about it. New Caledonia is full of Kanaks. Less so now. Many were excused. Subpar performers. Kanaks were upset. They took back some land in the 1980s. The French were upset at this : Kanak are not allowed to have land. Just because you have lived somewhere always doesn’t mean…. Ellipsis. The French retaliated in kind : they turned ten Kanaks into giant wounds in december 1984. A few months after Grégory was turned into a giant wound. All deaths are equal, of course. So ten deaths is ten times more than one death ? Let’s not have contests. Life is statistics. Statistics are means to an end. History is written by people who do not read the ends. The people who think about the means think about statistics. [Stalin quote], apocryphal. The fait diversis a diversion. 1984, among other things, is a year when the FN began to gather steam. James Watts, who invented the steam engine, was saved by his entrepreneur, capitalist friend Matthew Boulton. FN means : Front National. The man who shot two Turkish men a month after Grégory was turned into a giant wound liked Hitler. Hitler was the leader of the nazis. No time to explain. Suffice to say Hitler thought that blood is the essence of the law. The man who shot the Turkish men liked the FN. The commissioner who electrocuted and beat an Algerian man liked the FN. And so on. The History of France is eternal. Joseph was a cuckold. Napoleon, Joan of Arc, Charles de Gaulle. The History of France is eternal. The History of France is written by people who haven’t read the ends of books. To read a book is good, to finish it is better. Joan of Arc was burned, and Napoleon was exiled. Don’t talk about de Gaulle. Pain fractures. Vision is division. Pain shatters the body. The body politic is composed of people who are nothing in the world. Pain divides. I was fired by my boss. I nailed Jesus to the cross. Reaction distance is compressible by vigilance, braking distance is not.